Today I woke up and told myself that I was not going to eat for as long as I couldn't, but I already fucked that up. I got the munchies which is the only downside to smoking pot for me. I hate it! I wish weed made me thinner. I'd finally be satisfied with the way I look. Ugh, am I talking about my body again? Yuck. My fucking bad.
I called my dad today and he didn't really seem to care much to talk. I don't think he cares much for anything these days. He sent me birthday money a bit ago and was asking if I spent it on anything yet. I said I didn't but I didn't want to tell him I'm turning into a big ol' stoner and bought a bunch of marijuana in a bunch of different forms with it. I mean he knows, I think? Just don't want to risk being more of a disappointment to him. I know I already disappoint him major. I'm gonna go smoke some weed. Blunt or spliffy?
I called my dad today and he didn't really seem to care much to talk. I don't think he cares much for anything these days. He sent me birthday money a bit ago and was asking if I spent it on anything yet. I said I didn't but I didn't want to tell him I'm turning into a big ol' stoner and bought a bunch of marijuana in a bunch of different forms with it. I mean he knows, I think? Just don't want to risk being more of a disappointment to him. I know I already disappoint him major. I'm gonna go smoke some weed. Blunt or spliffy?