i'm crying because i couldn't get groceries today and i wanted to make my boyfriend a very nice dinner but we're having frito chili pie instead. i'm on my period. so yeah sue me, i'm emotional. but i don't want him to think i suck at cooking. i just need to make a food run later. i hate periods. my body hurts.
i don't know why i continue to doubt my boyfriend's love for me lately. i keep thinking he's getting bored of me but obviously he loves me very much. today i sent him a super long and cheesy text message and he thought it was "so fucking adorable. love you more babes!" i haven't doubted anyone's feelings for me since before i met my boyfriend. i know for a fact i have no need to worry about it. i don't know why i'm doing it all of a sudden. i should stop and i will. it's just a way for me to hurt my own heart. i don't need that. and in fact he just came home a bit ago and enjoyed dinner very much! says its actually one of his favorites. <3 and everything we've said to each other in the past hour is just enough for me to know that my brain is stupid, and he really truly loves me. and i need to remember that every time i try to doubt it. is it sooOOoooOo crazy that someone could love me? i guess not. he loves me!
i don't know why i continue to doubt my boyfriend's love for me lately. i keep thinking he's getting bored of me but obviously he loves me very much. today i sent him a super long and cheesy text message and he thought it was "so fucking adorable. love you more babes!" i haven't doubted anyone's feelings for me since before i met my boyfriend. i know for a fact i have no need to worry about it. i don't know why i'm doing it all of a sudden. i should stop and i will. it's just a way for me to hurt my own heart. i don't need that. and in fact he just came home a bit ago and enjoyed dinner very much! says its actually one of his favorites. <3 and everything we've said to each other in the past hour is just enough for me to know that my brain is stupid, and he really truly loves me. and i need to remember that every time i try to doubt it. is it sooOOoooOo crazy that someone could love me? i guess not. he loves me!