i hate the way friends treat you once they get a girlfriend/boyfriend. they totally put you behind them and don't even care to keep in contact. they don't even care to talk to you when they run into you at concerts or see you at the coffee shop. it's kind of fucking rude and it just makes me want to tell them to never talk to me or contact me again. they probably wouldn't anyways. the friend i'm talking about is someone i've kissed before. but it doesn't make our friendship weird to me. maybe that's why he never says anything other than hello. he thinks it's weird. but why would it be weird? we talked about how we'd still be friends afterwards. i've never had a friendship ruined over a kiss before. i don't understand it. a kiss is something so small and so stupid if we're being honest. a kiss does not have the power to separate two friends. maybe he's just immature ? i don't know. maybe i really should just forget about him for good. it's really hard doing that when you live five minutes apart and you see them all over town. but i'm leaving soon and i hope that maybe that will be our end. our finale. it'll be a quiet one too, but we don't need to make a big deal out of it. i have a love for him and i wish him well, but maybe we need to say our final goodbyes. i'm tired.
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July 2018
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