i am stressing hardcore over work lately and i shouldn't have to. it's also super stressful that i put my two weeks in over two weeks ago and they're still putting me on the schedule. like hellloooooooo, my new job is waiting on me. this is so unprofessional of my bosses and incredibly awkward for my new boss. ugh. hopefully this all is over with soon. i am so tired of this job.
today's national beer day. i say that like i don't drink everyday lately. i kinda wanna dress up today and dance with my boyfriend at one of our favorite breweries. there's always music there on wednesdays. too bad my boyfriend doesn't like to dance. at least i know he'd enjoy watching me move to the tunes. i wanna wear this new dress i got in the mail the other day. he says it makes me look so pretty. and sexy, but it's a really cute, pretty dress. i feel so pretty in it!
it's really crazy to watch myself start to like myself more. i used to hate the way i looked all the time! and yeah, maybe i'm pretty skinny now. like, 114lb instead of 127lb. but still. . my boyfriend has really given me so much more confidence in myself. he always says the sweetest things to me. and it's been working lol. i almost cried looking in the mirror a few weeks ago because i genuinely thought i was beautiful. that has like, never happened ever?? maybe he's just really good with his words haha! no but, i don't know. feeling all of this love from another person that i love, it really makes me feel like i could love myself too like he does. i mean i guess of course i already love myself. i feel like everyone should. but of course it hasn't been easy getting to this point. and i'm sure i have a long way to go to be completely happy with who i am all-around. but this is insane. i owe it all to my other half. <3
hope you're all drinking a beer today and loving yourself. take care of you and love you! :)
katie out!
today's national beer day. i say that like i don't drink everyday lately. i kinda wanna dress up today and dance with my boyfriend at one of our favorite breweries. there's always music there on wednesdays. too bad my boyfriend doesn't like to dance. at least i know he'd enjoy watching me move to the tunes. i wanna wear this new dress i got in the mail the other day. he says it makes me look so pretty. and sexy, but it's a really cute, pretty dress. i feel so pretty in it!
it's really crazy to watch myself start to like myself more. i used to hate the way i looked all the time! and yeah, maybe i'm pretty skinny now. like, 114lb instead of 127lb. but still. . my boyfriend has really given me so much more confidence in myself. he always says the sweetest things to me. and it's been working lol. i almost cried looking in the mirror a few weeks ago because i genuinely thought i was beautiful. that has like, never happened ever?? maybe he's just really good with his words haha! no but, i don't know. feeling all of this love from another person that i love, it really makes me feel like i could love myself too like he does. i mean i guess of course i already love myself. i feel like everyone should. but of course it hasn't been easy getting to this point. and i'm sure i have a long way to go to be completely happy with who i am all-around. but this is insane. i owe it all to my other half. <3
hope you're all drinking a beer today and loving yourself. take care of you and love you! :)
katie out!