today is a weird day, not like that's any different from what i normally experience. i had a fight with my boyfriend last night which always puts me in a very sad state. i don't like when that happens, i mean i doubt anyone who fights with anyone likes it. but it fucks my heart up immensely. sometimes i feel like i'm having a god damn heart attack. or maybe it's all the cigarettes.
is there ever a moment in life when things stop being so consistently hard? will life ever give you an easy day? does this shit manage to single certain people out, make us feel like we're fucking never going to make it through? i couldn't tell you how much more of this i can literally take anymore. i'm broke, my heart feels shattered on the constant, people talk about me on the daily in the worst ways fucking possible.... it's like, enough to fucking make someone feel pretty worthless right? i feel fucking worthless.
when will things fucking get better? when will things get better?
is there ever a moment in life when things stop being so consistently hard? will life ever give you an easy day? does this shit manage to single certain people out, make us feel like we're fucking never going to make it through? i couldn't tell you how much more of this i can literally take anymore. i'm broke, my heart feels shattered on the constant, people talk about me on the daily in the worst ways fucking possible.... it's like, enough to fucking make someone feel pretty worthless right? i feel fucking worthless.
when will things fucking get better? when will things get better?