yes i'm still alive.
i don't know what good luck is. this week has been a really shitty one and i can't wait for this little period of time to just end. i am not happy. i am sad and tired and i wish i could sleep forever. i don't want to get into detail of everything because i'm truly tired of thinking about it and talking about it. but i hope things start getting better. i hate the feeling that i'm going to fall into depression again. i don't know how to get out of this weird time. and i also feel like i am so stuck in this place; like this actual place that i am in. i wish i could leave, run away, just move somewhere else and life would be better. but i feel so stuck here right now and i wish i wasn't.
i don't know what good luck is. this week has been a really shitty one and i can't wait for this little period of time to just end. i am not happy. i am sad and tired and i wish i could sleep forever. i don't want to get into detail of everything because i'm truly tired of thinking about it and talking about it. but i hope things start getting better. i hate the feeling that i'm going to fall into depression again. i don't know how to get out of this weird time. and i also feel like i am so stuck in this place; like this actual place that i am in. i wish i could leave, run away, just move somewhere else and life would be better. but i feel so stuck here right now and i wish i wasn't.