tonight wasn't what i expected it to be. in fact nothing went as planned. i was supposed to go swimming with my friend and a couple of goofy boys. but then i just didn't go and went for a cup of coffee instead. usually this is fun for me. sitting in the cafe, talking to the barista (aka my fucking cruuuUush) etc. we ended up longbording for a little while after he got off work. it was fine. it was an okay night. i feel like i just expected more out of it, like i expected something to happen. nothing did.
if there's one thing i know for sure though, it's that i need to get over that stupid crush. i don't think we'll ever happen, so why let myself suffer for so long? gosh guys, how do you get over somebody? any tips? this is hard /:
i'll be updating tomorrow, it's supposed to be an eventful day. we'll see! xo
if there's one thing i know for sure though, it's that i need to get over that stupid crush. i don't think we'll ever happen, so why let myself suffer for so long? gosh guys, how do you get over somebody? any tips? this is hard /:
i'll be updating tomorrow, it's supposed to be an eventful day. we'll see! xo