My life has just gone to shit within the past few weeks. I got fired for asking for one single day off, I feel like I'm slowly dissociating from all of my friends. etc. Things just seem shitty and they won't get any better. I think I want a therapist. Someone to talk to, someone who'll actually listen to me even if its only because they're getting paid to listen to me. I just need someone to FUCKING listen for once.
I am depressed. i don't know when that happened but yikes, here I am again in this stupid depression hell. I mean I just wanted to get that out, i don't really know what to say about it though so lets just forget that. Anyways.
I've actually been considering being a possible sugar baby. Like doesn't that sound crazy???? I know. I agree. But here I am, broke as fuck. And guys taking me out to dinner wouldn't be so bad. I just need a platonic sugar daddy. I don't feel like giving any sugar you feel me. I could be rich that way. I could finally do something with myself. Finally get a car, finally get the FUCK out of this stupid city, just finally live! I don't know, that thought is still being considered but I'll get back to you all really soon on that one.
Gosh it feels like its been forever since I last updated. I apologize to those of you out there who maybe possibly even enjoy reading about my bullshit life. And I apologize to those of you out there who are getting sick of all my cursing. But hey, its who I fucking am ;) Alright. I'm signing off for the night. I'm gonna go start working on a little project I've been thinking about for awhile now. Take care of yourselves! xo