First things first, I'm not a virgin anymore. It happened a few months ago and to be honest, I'm not even happy about it. He turned out to be the biggest piece of shit, so of course I have my regrets. We didn't even fully have sex, I pushed him off of me so many times, maybe it didn't even count?? Maybe I'm still a virgin!
Anyhow, I've decided to start working on myself starting tomorrow. Both physically, mentally, and emotionally. And I really need to cut the toxic people out of my life. Remember when I mentioned having no friends? I actually miss that. And the guy I might have lost my virginity to? I spent the night at his house last night. He kept making out with me and continuously tried to fuck me. But I've learned that its really something I could never want from him. Everything about him disgusts me. He's definitely never hearing from me again. I've already blocked his number.
I'm really highly considering moving out of this shitty city this year. I'm turning eighteen soon, I can do what I please. I also picked up on smoking cigarettes regularly, so I'm feeling pretty shitty about that. But things change. I'm obviously not the same person I was four months ago. I'm a whole new me, even if it's not the best version of myself. It's new. And I guess we're always changing. And life's always changing us.
I don't know. I guess I actually didn't say very much like you were probably expecting. But I will be writing more. I forgot all about this little blog and I'm surprised people still continue to check it out. I saw the stats, some of you guys are here everyday! That's insane! I have a lot of love for those of you who don't me shit. Speaking of which, Amy, if you see this, you know who you are. The supposed 'Katie Kampenfelt" you're saying was found dead in December? That's such bullshit, Katie Kampenfelt is fiction! Who do you think I am? I'm definitely not Katie Kampenfelt. Also I've had this blog since April of 2015. So I mean, I've been here awhile. Get lost!