So I have like, three different books and they're all about girls with different addictions and I used to carry them around everywhere because I felt the need to. They were like my own little journals that I didn't write. But I guess I could write my own journal if I'd wanted to. Eh, I've got this blog and that's all I really need I guess. I know nobody listens and reads this, but maybe you guys'll stumble upon this one day and see just how much of a fuck-up I am, or was. We'll see in the future.
I've also been thinking about slowly stocking up on foods like chips and candy and storing them in an old shoe box hidden in my closet to binge on whenever I felt the need. Its actually really disappointing because every time I try to puke myself, I never get results. Ever! It REALLY pisses me off. I read online a bunch of different techniques people use and none seem to work so I don't know. We'll see.