So I suddenly realized today just how shitty my family is. Some days, everyone's fighting about the littlest things and some days everything is okay. It really bothers me just how much I don't fit into this mess. My dad drinks a lot now. Its kind of depressing to watch, and maybe that's why he's drinking in the first place. But I don't care. I really don't. I just feel the need to do my own thing and maybe even shut my family out as well. I think it'd be one step closer to finding my bliss.
Maybe I do need to find my own Christian Slater. It could be my escape. I don't know of any way to start something like this but I'll find a way. I always do. Do you think being a nanny would do me any good? I'll have to see.
xoxo
Maybe I do need to find my own Christian Slater. It could be my escape. I don't know of any way to start something like this but I'll find a way. I always do. Do you think being a nanny would do me any good? I'll have to see.
xoxo